Sunday, August 28, 2016

Confessions of a Female Badass: Female Prisoner #701: Scorpion

Confessions of a Female Badass is an ongoing column at Curtsies and Hand Grenades where I discuss women in genre cinema.


[TW: Discussions of Rape, Rape Revenge Movies and Rape Culture]

"What is it like to be a Woman?" 

Genre cinema frequently asks this question of viewers. In genre it is used as an empathizing technique to ask audiences to identify with a victim and her eventual conflict. By getting viewers to see themselves as the women of these movies filmmakers create a funnel that cycles into tension, horror, action and eventual catharsis through resolution, but what of female audience members? Women already know what it's like to be a woman. We know the feeling of being followed down a side walk for an uncomfortable amount of time. We understand the jeers of men who make comments about our bodies, because this isn't something we go to the cinema to feel, but it's something innate in our own experiences. Rape-revenge cinema takes this question to it's natural endpoint, and these films at their best emphatically strike back at cultural norms, but far too often they merely reinforce rape and the gendered power dynamics therein. When mixed with the sensationalism of exploitation cinema these movies can tread on shaky ground that sexualize the act of rape, which is a purely evil act in cinematic terms. Female Prisoner #701: Scorpion avoids many of these pitfalls through formal complexity and an understanding that rape is not something to be taken lightly, but instead a problem so paramount in female experiences that an angel of death had to be made for women scorned everywhere. A woman who existed as a blade in the hand of every woman who was ever been sexually taken advantage of by a man. That Woman was named Nami Matsushima (Meiko Kaji), and she was known as the Scorpion.




Scoprion is introduced barreling down a field of susuki grass with her friend Yuki (Yayoi Watanabe) as they try to escape the prison. The guards (all men) are hot on their trail with rifles in hand and attack dogs ready to maul. Scorpion and Yuki are thwarted, but in this opening scene Scorpion's revenge is foretold in her gaze. Meiko Kaji decided to act using only her face and play the role in near silence, a minimalist choice that would prove gravely important to the tone and feeling of director Shunya Ito's more extravagant set pieces. Kaji's face grounds every scene, and in close-up her eyes foretell death. There are two images that are created through dissolve in the opening minutes that speak to the films understanding of female P.O.V. in the rape-revenge film. These two images understand whose gaze is violent through objectification and whose gaze is just. In both images Scorpion is leering with determination of her goal of vengeance, but along with her gaze there is the image of nude women prisoners straddling over a bar, and in the other image the bloodshot eye of a lustful man. The first of these images is a rape metaphor. To complete the task of moving over the bar women have to spread their legs and glide over the object. The eye belongs to the man standing directly underneath these women watching them display their bodies as part of a punishment administered by the guards to assert control over their bodies. To control women you take possession of our bodies. This is the power dynamic of rape. Scorpion's gaze reflects a universal female point of view that ranges from the women in the world of the movie to the women who are merely watching the film. Scorpion is a biblical figure whose vengeance is not only for herself, but for women everywhere. She is a totem, and the movie makes this clear in these early images. Kaiji's glare is in some small way a statement that our bodies remain our own.





In a 2016 interview with Arrow Video Production Designer Tadayuki Kuwana he stated that he "wanted to create a sense of hell surrounding the prison. I took inspiration from prison camps in World War II for the look of the world surrounding and inhabiting the prison where Scorpion resides". Kuwana wanted to create depth by using higher ceilings so Scorpion would feel smaller in her surroundings, and this is used to great effect in the first scene following her capture. Scorpion has been locked away in what can only be described as an underground box where the earth bleeds onto her through constant precipitation. She has been hog tied and left there for an undisclosed amount of time, but she hasn't lost her sense of determination surrounding her vengeance. Her gaze is constant. Ito accompanies Scorpion by having the camera take her eye. When a fellow female prisoner (who has gained some level of privilege in the ranks by selling out other women) arrives to bring her supper the camera stays with Scorpion's point of view. Ito uses perspective to make us feel like we are in Scorpion's shoes. The camera looks up at the visitor and then a dutch angle is employed to convey our sense of confinement. Scorpion can't move to get a better view so the viewer doesn't either. The understanding that Scorpion is the lead character not just in title, but in form is key to the film's place as a movie about rape. When movies about rape as a catalyst for revenge stray from the perspective of the abused there is danger in the possible loss of that voice through the mundane trappings of the overworked genre. Films that do travel down that road become less about the consequences and damage of rape and more about violence begetting violence. Where the Scorpion films succeed is in the centralizing of Scorpion as a figure not through narrative, but with the camera as well. The adept image choices and camera movements place us inside Scorpion, and we travel with her rather than at a distance. The viewer is not merely watching, they are being at the same time. 









Scorpion's backstory finds her in prison due to the betrayal of a man. In the deep, comforting blues of an empty space Scorpion has sex with a man she had fallen in love with, and he asks her a favour. The depiction of sex here is in direct contrast with every other sexual encounter in the movie to give a clear view of what is rape and what isn't. In this earlier scene the camera moves in a dream-like manner of tilted framing and slow-motion with a focus on faces. Scorpion is unwrapped from a blanket to reveal her entire body to her lover and they make love passionately. Like earlier scenes this is shot from her perspective.  It was a defining moment in her life, but the man was only using her for his own means. In the first three Female Convict Scorpion movies men are monsters whose sole passions for women only go as far as their usage for their bodies or their skills. Scorpion agrees to do the favour. She infiltrates a den of Marijuana dealers and is subsequently raped. This scene is painful to watch, not in its realism, but in its intentions to break Scorpion. Shunya Ito and Tadayuki Kawana use theatrical techniques to inform the emotional complexity of the scene. Scorpion's rape is shot from the floor up through a mirror with a focus on her back and tilted, pained face. The faces of her rapists are also visible, contorted and monstrous, with no discernible human qualities. Like exaggerated Clowns with demonic expressions. The scene quickly fades to black and Scorpion's lover bursts through to arrest the Marijuana dealers for the drug charges as well as a rape charge, but not before he makes a deal with the leader of their drug ring nullifying everything. In a literal heel turn the set uses a revolving door to reveal his dirty deal, and Scorpion's face is one of utter heartbreak. These scenes are shot from the ground always keeping her face in frame and in focus. Her emotional response is key and Meiko Kaji's expressive face gives us all we need to know about how hurt she is, and how used up and damaged she felt. This is the moment where Scorpion truly sought after the justice that was owed her. She was used and cast aside after giving away her entire body to this man who had no use for her. She lays on her back and the flames of hell light up underneath her possessing her with the power to take back what was hers. Scorpion finds herself in jail after a failed assassination attempt hours later. 







Scorpion's prison guards are malevolent and spiteful towards her continued disruption of the status quo. They punish Scorpion with solitary confinement in the dank hell, but when she strikes back at her abusers she's met with more abuse. For Scorpion and the other women in the jailhouse the body isn't just confined, but lost. The second rape of our lead character occurs less than ten minutes after the flashback sequence of her original betrayal. Like the other scene Scorpion's point of view is taken into consideration. The camera lies on its back and stares into the eyes of prideful, powerful, evil men. Unlike the first scene this sequence lingers on the act of rape itself showing two gruesome images of penetration with a police baton. The second rape sequence is intended to be the fuel for the viewer's hatred as well as Scorpion's. She cracks for the first time in the face of her male oppressors and shows pain in her face, but she ultimately doesn't lose her gaze or her goal of slaughtering the men of the prison who have taken her life away. The camera finds the right balance of torture, horror, and surrealism with a final twirling image circling her head and finally resting on her eyes. This scene doesn't sugarcoat the act of rape or sexualize it, but reacts to the bluntness of the act with respect to the victim's body. Rape is not merely a plot-device in the Scorpion films, but an interrogation on the act and how it specifically relates to women, and the female body. Being a woman watching this film is to be in the trenches of your worst possible nightmares of oppression. Our bodies, spirits and souls expunged in the name of male satisfaction. As Scorpion fights back we live vicariously through her, her blade is ours, and so is her vengeance. Female Prisoner #701: Scorpion is a slow-release bomb towards blatantly criminal patriarchal figures who see women as nothing more than a body or a tool.



Female Prisoner #701: Scorpion complicates itself in its debt to a genre which rarely rose above the gutter. The film lies in the intersection of the rape-revenge horror film and women in prison exploitation pictures. Scorpion is without a doubt exploitation, but exploitation has the ability to get dirty and address problems high-brow films often neglect or soften in favor of a larger audience. Female Prisoner's greatest complications are when it must align itself to the genres that birthed the movie. For example in the shower scene the camera lingers for what is probably too long on the naked bodies of women, and there is a gratuitous sex scene between two women which isn't here for much more than titillation. The movie rounds these potentially bankrupt sequences out with a conscious attention to the potential of depth for any scene. The shower sequence is bookended with an actual summoning of a Kwaidan. It's a show-y sequence which doesn't play into the films attention to the Woman Scorned Narrative, but distracts from the bodies of Women in the shower. The lesbian scene is followed by the presentation of the double-standard of how sex between men and women is perceived when she is immediately called a slut and beaten down by the prison warden. All of these more difficult scenes of violence against women, both sexual and non-sexual, inform the language of the movie in direct fashion, and because Ito and company paid attention to how things are framed, edited and perceived they never stray from what's good and bad. The moral obligations of the Female Scorpion movies towards justified violence in the face of oppression stays true.




In what would be the the final punishment of the film Scorpion digs and digs until she drops. While she's digging the great hole in the Earth her fellow inmates are told to toss dirt in on her, and they slowly grow to hate Scorpion for their own forced punishment of digging. The plot element of women hating each other in the Scorpion film complicates the movie in an interesting way, because the nature of their hatred for one another comes from an ulterior source. The Women only begin to quarrel when scraps of privilege are dangled above their heads by men in positions of power. Some Women look out for each other at all costs, but others buy into the systems of power in the prison system to make their sentences easier.









The duality of this female conflict is in the presentation of Yuki and Scorpion who are ride or die gals. Yuki and Scorpion were introduced in the opening minutes trying to escape the prison together, and their bond stays strong throughout the movie. In the dig,dig,dig sequence she is hesitant to throw dirt on her friend until Scorpion acknowledges her and asks her to, because to rebel would mean her punishment and she doesn't want that for her friend. Ito captures their bond in slow-zoom close-ups and they relay all the information they need to through their faces. When the men try to torture Scorpion by reviving her to dig again once she's fallen Yuki attacks and sacrifices everything for her friend. She kills a prison guard and brings on a thunderstorm as the women riot. 







Yuki's ultimate sacrifice is captured with pure expressionism through set paintings. The sky is tinted orange with fury when the Women riot and shortly after she takes a bullet for Scorpion, the one woman who always looked out for her. After Yuki begins to drift away the sky begins to lose colour fading into a blue before a lightning bolt splits the sky signaling Yuki's end. The Women do a death dance of joy as they exact their revenge on the men who tortured them for years. The image of the prison Women shaking and screaming, chanting and loosing control of their bodies is powerful in it's pure unbridled nature. These are Women whose actions, emotions and feelings have been kept in check for god knows how long unleashing everything all at once. However, Scorpion's vengeance is beyond the prison and for her to find the man who ruined her life she'd need to get to the streets. She escapes among the flames of her inmate sisters as the establishment begins to fall. 









She is dressed for a funeral. Her long black hat shrouds her face and she drifts among the neon lights with ease. She glides like a spectre for the men who wronged her, and they each taste her steel. They lock their expressions in surprised anguish with their shock that a Woman would dare to fight back. Their final faces are created by a Woman who would not take injustice anymore and she extinguished their very lives. Scorpion's punishment is quick and breathless for all men, except one. She takes her time with the man who set her up and appears in an elevator stabbing him multiple times, but that wasn't enough, and as he strides out onto the rooftop, covered in blood she stabs him again and again until he's gone. She stares at him and watches him die. A close-up is used on Meiko Kaji's face and with her eyes she gives him the same contemptuous look she's carried throughout the entire film. 



When Rape-Revenge films are done well they can be a cathartic outlet for a population without much of an answer as to how to combat rape culture. They can be powerful in their depiction of overcoming a monster, and give those with lingering internal and external wounds a salve for a wound that society refuses to heal. Female Prisoner #701: Scorpion is the apex of the genre in its understanding of the seriousness of rape and the dynamics at play in how and why this act happens. Scorpion is the personification of our scorn, the anger in our hearts and the edge of our knife. She is an avenging reaper whose black wings flap and descend upon rapist men like an Angel of Death. Our Angel of Light.

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Run Away With Realiti: Texture in the Music Video


Realiti and Run Away With Me open with introductions that clearly define the shape of the song and the music video to come. Realiti is like a city-made watercolour painting dripping with cerulean, tangerine, mauve, lemon, periwinkle and navy. The establishing shot of Grimes amidst the eastern architecture has an effervescent quality from the musician's starburst bangs and amethyst sunglasses down to the swirls and tails on the kimono pictured behind. This attention to colour creates texture of vibrancy which directly contrasts the chilly atmosphere of the song, but effectively embodies the soul of the music. Run Away With Me's video begins with something a little more sweeping and epic. The image of Carly Rae Jepsen twirling in a summer dress on a park bench has a forever quality that resembles attic memories and eternal love. It pairs perfectly with the epic horns and promises of tomorrow. Jepsen dares viewers to come with her as an outstretched male hand clasps her own and they're off.

After these rather different establishing moments that reveal the tone of their music videos Realiti and Run Away With Me intertwine and follow a similar path conveying an idea of freedom through movement. Both videos introduce a city, and a landmark where Jepsen and Grimes perform respectively.






The major difference between the two is that Jepsen is among people and Grimes is solitary, which speaks to the different moods created in the songs. Realiti is a song of internal recollection while Run Away With Me is an underneath the bleachers-star soaked sky-track of deeper love and possibility. Run Away With Me is a song of the present and Realiti is a song of the past. Jepsen grasps a hand. Grimes cradles herself.


Run Away With Me is strong at cultivating a mood of ample freedom and careless anarchy that's only possible when you're head over heels in love. Realiti is a little trickier, with an ever-present wistfulness and lyrics that more closely resemble Bjork's Hyperballad. Realiti is a composite of tour footage and quickly thrown together performance, but like Run Away With Me it's a sensory experience tied to the action of a memory. For Grimes it is an actual tour and for Rae Jepsen it's narrative.





Both women use their bodies through dance to further the texture of their music videos. Grimes' dancing is more solitary and keeps in tune with her song. She rocks her shoulders from side to side on an electronic beat, she glides her hips when the synths slither into position for the chorus and jumps when the chorus reaches its climax. The editing of the video is pristine in combining these shots into a cohesive full picture of various settings (Fountain, Forest, Cave, City, Boardwalk) that are united through the dancing created by this song.





The forward momentum created by the jostling camera, Grimes dancing and the window-shots of cities through cars in movement make the video feel like its a living, breathing organism, and the colours are amoeba-like and comforting, always resting in a present glow as if the lights never go off. It's Michael Mann-esque in its execution of the digital nightlife of the city as a place of pure beauty. In Realiti the city doesn't sleep, because the city is alive. It's as much of a statement for the architecture of cultures as it is a snapshot of tourism during Grimes tour of Asia.



Similar patterns arise in Run Away With Me, but because dance is a subjective outlet for expression Jepsen favours something more direct, running & spinning. In Frances Ha during one key moment of expression Frances runs to her then apartment accompanied by David Bowie's "Modern Love". It's an exhilarating moment cloaked in a loose bit of irony, but when Frances runs she spins, because her expression of happiness is to twirl. Jepsen does the same thing here, but without the irony.






Like in Realiti architecture is used to show the depth and beauty of the world, but in Run Away With Me the world is made small by falling in love. The structure of the song oozes longing and need over verses that come together in the falling stars and fireworks of a chorus that delivers a promise that the world can hold us and we can make that world ours. That the barriers could slip away and everything would be attainable in an act of self-declaration. "I'll Be Your Sinner in Secret. Run Away With Me".




The music video can be a cinematic mirror to the song. Realiti and Run Away With Me find the soul of the music in the images they present, and project a clear visual interpretation of what the song means and what the song conveys. These videos elaborate on texture, movement and emotion to amplify certain elements of music to connect with the viewer. When music and cinema intertwine there is an inherent magic in the symbiosis of the two artforms coming together to maximize into one whole. Too frequently music videos try to be cinema by way of narrative storytelling, but the strongest music videos find reality in the abstraction of images coming together to evoke a feeling instead of a story. Realiti and Run Away With Me are striking in their visual similarities, but tonal differences. They follow similar structures and image progressions, but because the songs have different focal points the music videos feel differently despite their sameness. They are sister films, and two examples of the possibility of the music video as an art form of image based reflection.



Thursday, May 12, 2016

Top 10s

*IMDB World Premiere Dates*
Some of these lists are thin or incomplete.

2018
  1. "Come Along With Me"- Adventure Time (Adam Muto) 
  2. A Star is Born (Bradley Cooper)
  3. Support the Girls (Andrew Haigh)
  4. The Other Side of the Wind (Orson Welles)
  5. Liz and the Blue Bird (Naoko Yamada)
  6. Devilman Crybaby (Masaaki Yuasa)
  7. Beychella (Beyonce')
  8. The Mule (Clint Eastwood)
  9. The Tale (Jennifer Fox)
  10. Leave No Trace (Debra Granik)

2017
  1. Twin Peaks (David Lynch)
  2. Milla (Valerie Massadian)
  3. Ladybird (Greta Gerwig) 
  4. Strangely Ordinary, This Devotion (Dani Leventhal and Sheliah Wilson)
  5. Good Time (Josh and Benny Safdie)
  6. Personal Shopper (Olivier Assayas)
  7. In This Corner of the World (Sunao Katabuchi)
  8. Your Name (Makato Shinkai)
  9. Resident Evil: The Final Chapter (Paul W.S. Anderson)
  10. Strong Island (Yance Ford)
2016
  1. Cameraperson (Kirsten Johnson)
  2. Certain Women (Kelly Reichardt)
  3. Elle (Paul Verhoeven)
  4. Lemonade (Beyonce)
  5.  Moonlight (Barry Jenkins)
  6. O.J. Made in America (Ezra Edelman)
  7. Silence (Martin Scorsese)
  8. The Edge of Seventeen (Kelly Femon Craig)
  9. Sully (Clint Eastwood)
  10. Our Little Sister (Hirokazu Koreeda)

2015
  1. No Home Movie (Chantal Akerman)
  2. Carol (Todd Haynes)
  3. Mad Max: Fury Road (George Miller)
  4. Mistress America (Noah Baumbach & Greta Gerwig)
  5. Magic Mike XXL (Gregory Jacobs)
  6. Blackhat (Michael Mann)
  7. 88:88 (Isiah Medina)
  8. Creed (Ryan Coogler
  9. By the Sea (Angelina Jolie) 
  10. In Jackson Heights (Frederick Wiseman)

2014
  1. The Tale of Princess Kaguya (Isao Takahata)
  2. Gone Girl (David Fincher)
  3. Pompeii (Paul W.S. Anderson)
  4. Inherent Vice (Paul Thomas Anderson)
  5. Don't Go Breaking My Heart 2 (Johnnie To)
  6. Goodbye to Language 3D (Jean-Luc Godard)
  7. Listen Up Philip (Alex Ross Perry) 
  8. Heaven Knows What (Ben Safdie and Joshua Safdie)
  9. As the Gods Will (Takashi Miike)
  10. Lucy (Luc Besson)
2013
  1. Under the Skin (Jonathan Glazer)
  2. Top of the Lake (Jane Campion)
  3. The Immigrant (James Gray)
  4. Bastards (Claire Denis)
  5. Blind Detective (Johnnie To)
  6. Drug War (Johnnie To)
  7. White Reindeer (Zach Clark)
  8. Inside Llewyn Davis (Coen Bros.)
  9. The Wind Rises (Hayao Miyazaki)
  10. The World's End (Edgar Wright)
2012
  1. Frances Ha (Noah Baumbach and Greta Gerwig)
  2. Romancing in Thin Air (Johnnie To)
  3. Spring Breakers (Harmony Korine)
  4. Wolf Children (Mamoru Hosada)
  5. Cosmopolis (David Cronenberg)
  6. The Wolf of Wall Street (Martin Scorsese)
  7. Resident Evil: Retribution (Paul W.S. Anderson)
  8. The Unspeakable Act (Dan Sallitt)
  9. Ace Attorney (Takashi Miike)
  10. The Lords of Salem (Rob Zombie)
2011
  1.  Margaret (Kenneth Lonergan)
  2. The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (David Fincher)
  3. Girl Walk//All Day (Jacob Krupnick)
  4. The Skin I Live In (Pedro Almodovar)
  5. Don't Go Breaking My Heart (Johnnie To)
  6. A Separation (Asghar Farhadi)
  7. Weekend (Andrew Haigh)
  8. The Deep Blue Sea (Terrence Davies)
  9. We Need to Talk About Kevin (Lynne Ramsay)
  10. The Tree of Life (Terrence Malick)
2010
  1. Meek's Cutoff (Kelly Reichardt)
  2. Blue Valentine (Derek Cianfrance)
  3. Shutter Island (Martin Scorsese)
  4. Attenberg (Athina Rachel Tsangari)
  5. Somewhere (Sofia Coppola)
  6. Winter's Bone (Debra Granik)
  7. Lady Blue Shanghai (David Lynch)
  8. Resident Evil: Afterlife (Paul W.S. Anderson)
  9. Poetry (Lee Chang Dong)
  10. Uncle Boonme Who Can Recall His Past Lives (Joe)
2009
  1. Bright Star (Jane Campion)
  2. Halloween II: Director's Cut (Rob Zombie)
  3. Inglourious Basterds (Quentin Tarantino)
  4. Alle Anderen (Maren Ade)
  5. Adventureland (Greg Mottola)
  6. The House of the Devil (Ti West)
  7. Whip It! (Drew Barrymoore)
  8. Two Lovers (James Gray)
  9. A Perfect Getaway (David Twohy)
  10. Drag Me to Hell (Sam Raimi)

2008
  1. Rachel Getting Married (Jonathan Demme)
  2. Wendy and Lucy (Kelly Reichardt)
  3. Sparrow (Johnnie To)
  4. 35 Rhums (Claire Denis)
  5. Martyrs (Pascal Laugier)
  6. Happy-Go-Lucky (Mike Leigh)
  7. The Headless Woman (Lucrecia Martel)
  8. Speed Racer (Lily and Lana Wachowski)
  9. My Blueberry Nights (Wong Kar-Wai)
  10. The Wrestler (Darren Aronofsky)
2007
  1. 4 Months, 3 Weeks, and 2 Days (Cristian Mungiu)
  2. Waitress (Adrienne Shelly)
  3. Zodiac (David Fincher)
  4. Inside (Julien Maury, Alexandre Bustillo)
  5. Death Proof (Quentin Tarantino)
  6. No Country for Old Men (Joel and Ethan Coen)
  7. I'm Not There (Todd Haynes)
  8. Hot Fuzz (Edgar Wright) 
  9. The Last Mistress (Catherine Breillat)
  10. Southland Tales (Richard Kelly)
2006
  1. Inland Empire (David Lynch)
  2. Marie Antoinette (Sofia Coppola)
  3. The Lake House  (Alejandro Agresti)
  4. Syndromes and a Century (Joe)
  5. Triad Election (Johnnie To)
  6. Deja Vu (Tony Scott)
  7. Prince's Superbowl XLI Halftime Show (Prince)
  8. A Prairie Home Companion (Robert Altman)
  9. Friends with Money (Nicole Holofcener)
  10. Silent Hill (Christophe Gans)
2005
  1.  Linda Linda Linda (Nobuhiro Yamashita)
  2. Domino (Tony Scott)
  3. Election (Johnnie To)
  4. The Devil's Rejects (Rob Zombie)
  5. Three Times (Hsiao-Hsien Hou)
  6. A History of Violence (David Cronenberg)
  7. Cigarette Burns (John Carpenter)
  8. Dave Chappelle's Block Party (Michel Gondry)
  9. Fever Pitch (The Farrely Brothers)
  10. Brokeback Mountain (Ang Lee)
2004
  1. Innocence (Lucille Hadzihalilovic)
  2. Before Sunset (Richard Linklater)
  3. Million Dollar Baby (Clint Eastwood)
  4. Mysterious Skin (Gregg Araki)
  5. Notre Musique (Jean-Luc Godard)
  6. Collateral (Michael Mann)
  7. Tomorrow We Move (Chantal Akerman)
  8. Kill Bill Vol. 2 (Quentin Tarantino)
  9. Man on Fire (Tony Scott)
  10. Birth (Jonathan Glazer)
2003
  1. Lost in Translation (Sofia Coppola)
  2. The Story of Marie and Julien (Jacques Rivette)
  3. Kill Bill Vol. 1 (Quentin Tarantino)
  4. Running on Karma (Johnnie To)
  5. Dogville (Lars von Trier)
  6. Memories of Murder (Bong Joon-Ho)
  7. Elephant (Gus Van Sant)
  8. In the Cut (Jane Campion)
  9. Los Angeles Plays Itself (Thom Anderson)
  10. PTU (Johnnie To)
2002
  1. Vendredi Soir (Claire Denis)
  2. Funny Haha (Andrew Bujalski)
  3. Morvern Callar (Lynne Ramsay)
  4. Rabbits (David Lynch)
  5. Deadly Outlaw: Rekka (Takashi Miike)
  6. Minority Report (Steven Spielberg)
  7. Lilya 4-Ever (Lukas Moodysoon)
  8. Punch Drunk Love (Paul Thomas Anderson)
  9. May (Lucky McKee)
  10. Spirited Away (Hayao Miyazaki)
2001
  1. Mulholland Dr. (David Lynch)
  2. Fat Girl (Catherine Breillat)
  3. The Happiness of the Katakuris (Takashi Miike)
  4. Take Care of My Cat (Jeong Jae-eun)
  5. Millennium Actress (Satoshi Kon)
  6. Millennium Mambo (Hsiao-hsien Hou)
  7. Spirited Away (Hayao Miyazaki)
  8. Ghost World (Terry Zwigoff)
  9. Trouble Every Day (Claire Denis)
  10. Kandahar (Mohsen Makhmalbaf)
2000
  1. In the Mood For Love (Kar-Wai Wong)
  2. Ginger Snaps (John Fawcett)
  3. The Day I Became a Woman (Marzieh Meshkini)
  4. DOA 2: Birds (Takashi Miike)
  5. Yi Yi (Edward Yang)
  6. Love and Basketball (Gina Price-Bythewood)
  7. La Captive (Chantal Akerman)
  8. Needing You (Johnnie To)
  9. Almost Famous (Cameron Crowe)
  10. Suzhou River (Le You)
1999
  1. Eyes Wide Shut (Stanley Kubrick)
  2. Beau Travail (Claire Denis)
  3. The Straight Story (David Lynch)
  4. Adolescence of Utena (Kunihiko Ikuhara)
  5. Rosetta (The Dardennes)
  6. Audition (Takashi Miike)
  7. The Matrix (Lily and Lana Wachowski) 
  8. The Mission (Johnnie To)
  9. Ghost Dog: The Way of the Samurai (Jim Jarmusch) 
  10. I'll Take You There (Adrienne Shelly)
1998
  1. Histoire(s) du Cinema (Jean-Luc Godard) 
  2. Fucking Amal (Lukas Moodysson)
  3. Bride of Chucky (Ronny Yu)
  4. Buffalo '66 (Vincent Gallo)
  5. The Big Lebowski (Joel and Ethan Coen)
  6. The Last Days of Disco (Whit Stillman)
  7. The Flowers of Shanghai (Hsiao-Hsien Hou)
  8. Sombre (Phillipe Grandieux)
  9. Small Soldiers  (Joe Dante)
  10. Mary Jane's Not a Virgin Anymore (Sarah Jacobson)
1997
  1. The End of Evangelion (Hideaki Anno)
  2. Jackie Brown (Quentin Tarantino)
  3. Cure (Kiyoshi Kurosawa) 
  4. Starship Troopers (Paul Verhoeven) 
  5. Perfect Blue (Satoshi Kon)
  6. Boogie Nights (Paul Thomas Anderson)
  7. Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion (David Mirkin)
  8. Rainy Dog (Takashi Miike)
  9. The Sweet Hereafter (Atom Egoyan)
  10. All Over Me (Alex Sichel)
1996
  1. Breaking the Waves (Lars von Trier)
  2. Bound (Lana and Lily Wachowski)
  3. Crash (David Cronenberg)
  4. Fargo (Joel and Ethan Coen)
  5. Fudoh: The New Generation (Takashi Miike)
  6. Paradise Lost: The Child Murders at Robin Hood Hills (Joe Berlinger & Bruce Sinofsky)
  7. Nenette et Boni (Claire Denis)
  8. Sudden Manhattan (Adrienne Shelly)
  9. Scream (Wes Craven) 
  10. Small Deaths (Lynne Ramsay)
1995
  1. The Bridges of Madison County (Clint Eastwood)
  2. Clueless (Amy Heckerling)
  3. Up, Down, Fragile (Jacques Rivette)
  4. Heat (Michael Mann)
  5. [SAFE] (Todd Haynes)
  6. Showgirls (Paul Verhoeven)
  7. Ghost in the Shell (Mamoru Ishii) 
  8. Suit Yourself or Shoot Yourself!!! The Heist (Kiyoshi Kurosawa)
  9. Whisper of the Heart (Yoshifumi Kondo)
  10. The Blade (Hark Tsui)
1994
  1. Jeanne la Pucelle (Jacques Rivette)
  2. Little Women (Gillian Armstrong) 
  3. Portrait of a Young Girl in Brussels at the End of the 60s (Chantal Akerman)
  4. Hoop Dreams (Steve James)
  5. Chungking Express (Kar-Wai Wong)
  6. In the Mouth of Madness (John Carpenter)
  7. Speed (Jan De Bont)
  8. Legend of Drunken Master (Kar-Lau Leung)
  9. I Can't Sleep (Claire Denis)
  10. Pulp Fiction (Quentin Tarantino)
1993
  1. Green Snake (Hark Tsui) 
  2. The Piano (Jane Campion)
  3. Blue (Derek Jarman)
  4. D'est (Chantal Akerman)
  5. A Perfect World (Clint Eastwood)
  6. Matinee (Joe Dante)
  7. Je Vous Salue Sarajevo (Jean-Luc Godard)
  8. "Blackout" (David Lynch)
  9. The Age of Innocence (Martin Scorsese)
  10. The Wrong Trousers (Nick Park)
1992
  1. Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me (David Lynch)
  2. The Long Day Closes (Terrence Davies)
  3. Nitrate Kisses (Barbara Hammer)
  4. Malcolm X (Spike Lee)
  5. Unforgiven (Clint Eastwood)
  6. Death Becomes Her (Robert Zemeckis)  
  7. Deep Cover (Bill Duke)
  8. Orlando (Sally Potter)
  9. Hard Boiled (John Woo)
  10. Full Contact (Ringo Lam)
1991
  1. A Brighter Summer Day (Edward Yang)
  2. The Silence of the Lambs (Jonathan Demme)
  3. The Rapture (Michael Tolkin)
  4. Point Break (Kathryn Bigelow)
  5. Barton Fink (Joel and Ethan Coen)
  6. Flirting (John Duigan) 
  7. Dogfight (Nancy Savoca)
  8. My Own Private Idaho (Gus Van Sant)
  9. The Double Life of Veronique (Krzysztof Kieślowski)
  10. Only Yesterday (Isao Takahata)
1990
  1. Paris is Burning (Jennie Livingston)
  2. Gremlins 2: The New Batch (Joe Dante)
  3. Wild at Heart (David Lynch)
  4. An Angel at my Table (Jane Campion)
  5. Blue Steel (Kathryn Bigelow)  
  6. Privilege (Yvonne Rainer) 
  7. Goodfellas (Martin Scorsese)
  8. No Fear, No Die (Claire Denis)
  9. Total Recall (Paul Verhoeven)
  10. To Sleep with Anger (Charles Burnett)
1989
  1. Kiki's Delivery Service (Hayao Miyazaki)
  2. Gang of Four (Jacques Rivette)
  3. Sweetie (Jane Campion)
  4. Do the Right Thing (Spike Lee)
  5. The Killer (John Woo)
  6. A Better Tomorrow III: Love and Death in Saigon (Hark Tsui) 
  7. The Unbelievable Truth (Hal Hartley)
  8. Tetsuo: The Iron Man (Shinya Tsukamoto)  
  9. For All Mankind (Al Reinert)
  10. Heathers (Michael Lehmann)
1988
  1. My Neighbor Totoro (Hayao Miyazaki)
  2. School on Fire (Ringo Lam)
  3. Die Hard (John McTiernan)
  4. Grave of the Fireflies (Isao Takahata)
  5. Dead Ringers (David Cronenberg)
  6. Hairspray (John Waters)
  7. Chocolat (Claire Denis)
  8. The Last Temptation of Christ (Martin Scorsese)
  9. Akira (Katsuhio Otomo)
  10. The Accused (Jonathan Kaplan)
1987
  1. Broadcast News (James L. Brooks)
  2. Sign O' The Times (Prince)
  3. Prince of Darkness (John Carpenter)
  4. Superstar: The Karen Carpenter Story (Todd Haynes)
  5. RoboCop (Paul Verhoeven)
  6. City on Fire (Ringo Lam)
  7. Where Is My Friend's Home? (Abbas Kiarostami)
  8. Two Friends (Jane Campion)
  9. King Lear (Jean-Luc Godard)
  10. Stagefright: Aquarius (Michele Soavi) 
1986
  1. Big Trouble in Little China (John Carpenter)
  2. The Terrorizers (Edward Yang)
  3. Hannah and Her Sisters (Woody Allen)
  4. The Green Ray (Eric Rohmer)
  5. Working Girls (Lizzie Borden)
  6. The Fly (David Cronenberg)
  7. Peking Opera Blues (Hark Tsui)
  8. Something Wild (Jonathan Demme)
  9. Manhunter (Michael Mann) 
  10. "Mountains" (Prince)
1985
  1. Angel's Egg (Mamoru Oshii)
  2. Police Story (Jackie Chan)
  3. Tampopo (Juzo Itami)
  4. Ran (Akira Kurosawa)
  5. Taipei Story (Edward Yang) 
  6. "Raspberry Beret" (Prince)
  7. Day of the Dead (George A. Romero)
  8. Vagabond (Agnes Varda)
  9. Hail Mary (Jean-Luc Godard)
  10. Desperately Seeking Susan (Susan Siedelman) 
1984
  1. Starman (John Carpenter) 
  2. Wheels on Meals (Sammo Hung)
  3. Purple Rain (Albert Magnoli)
  4. Stop Making Sense (Jonathan Demme) 
  5. Blood Simple (Joel Coen) 
  6. Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind (Hayao Miyazaki)
  7. When the Tenth Month Comes (Dang Nhat Minh)
  8. The Terminator (James Cameron)
  9. Paris, Texas (Wim Wenders)
  10. A Nightmare on Elm Street (Wes Craven)
1983
  1. Silkwood (Mike Nichols)
  2. One Day Pina Asked (Chantal Akerman)
  3. Videodrome (David Cronenberg)
  4. Christine (John Carpenter)
  5. Terms of Endearment (James L. Brooks)
  6. Sheer Madness (Margarethe Von Trotta)
  7. First Name: Carmen (Jean-Luc Godard)
  8. Three Crowns of the Sailor (Raoul Ruiz)
  9. Born in Flames (Lizzie Borden)
  10. Possibly in Michigan (Cecelia Condit)
1982
  1. The Thing (John Carpenter)
  2. Come Back to the Five and Dime, Jimmy Dean, Jimmy Dean (Robert Altman)
  3. Blade Runner (Ridley Scott)
  4. Toute Une Nuit (Chantal Akerman)
  5. The Slumber Party Massacre (Amy Holden Jones)
  6. Fast Times at Ridgemont High (Amy Heckerling)
  7. Starstruck (Gillian Armstrong)
  8. White Dog (Samuel Fuller)
  9. Tenebrae (Dario Argento)
  10. Next of Kin (Tony Williams) 
1981
  1. Ms. 45 (Abel Ferrara)
  2. Possession (Andrzej Zulawski)
  3. They All Laughed (Peter Bogdanovich)
  4. Escape From New York (John Carpenter)
  5. The Evil Dead (Sam Raimi)
  6. Le Pont Du Nord (Jacques Rivette)
  7. Girl Pack (Lisa Baumgardner)
  8. The Great Muppet Caper (Jim Henson)
  9. Merry-Go-Round (Jacques Rivette)
  10. The Road Warrior (George Miller)
1980
  1. The Shining (Stanley Kubrick)
  2. "Breathing" (Kate Bush)
  3. Melvin & Howard (Jonathan Demme)
  4. The Elephant Man (David Lynch)
  5. Inferno (Dario Argento)
  6. Cannibal Holocaust (Ruggero Deodato)
  7. The Young Master (Jackie Chan)
  8. The Fog (John Carpenter)
  9. Nine to Five (Colin Higgins)
  10. Coal Miner's Daughter (Michael Apted)
 1979
  1. Stalker (Andrei Tarkovsky)
  2. Alien (Ridley Scott)
  3. My Brilliant Career (Gillian Armstrong)
  4. The Muppet Movie (Jim Henson)
  5. Apocalypse Now (Francis Ford Coppola)
  6. The Castle of Cagliostro (Hayao Miyazaki)
  7. Life of Brian (Terry Jones)
  8. Nosferatu: Phantom Der Nacht (Werner Herzog)
  9. The Brood (David Cronenberg)
  10. Wise Blood (John Huston)
 1978
  1. The Meetings of Anna (Chantal Akerman)
  2. The 36th Chamber of Shaolin (Lau-Kar Leung)
  3. Girlfriends (Claudia Weill)
  4. Halloween (John Carpenter)
  5. Alucarda (Juan Lopez Moctezuma)
  6. Dawn of the Dead (George A. Romero)
  7. Empire of Passion (Nagisa Oshima)
  8. Invasion of the Body Snatchers (Philip Kaufman)
  9. Renaldo & Clara (Bob Dylan)
  10. An Unmarried Woman (Paul Mazursky)
 1977
  1. News From Home (Chantal Akerman)
  2. Suspiria (Dario Argento)
  3. Killer of Sheep (Charles Burnett)
  4. Opening Night (John Cassavetes)
  5. Eraserhead (David Lynch) 
  6. Annie Hall (Woody Allen)
  7. 3 Women (Robert Altman)
  8. Hausu (Nobuhiko Obayashi)
  9. Martin (George A. Romero)
  10. Star Wars (George Lucas)
1976
  1. Taxi Driver (Martin Scorsese)
  2. Noroit (Jacques Rivette) 
  3. Carrie (Brian De Palma)
  4. A Real Young Girl (Catherine Breillat)
  5. Harlan County, U.S.A. (Barbara Kopple)
  6. Duelle (Jacques Rivette)
  7. Assault on Precinct 13 (John Carpenter
  8. Mikey and Nicky (Elaine May)
  9. The Outlaw Josey Wales (Clint Eastwood)
  10. Challenge of the Masters (Kar-Lau Leung)
 1975
  1. Jeanne Dielman: 23 Quai du Commerce, 1080 Bruxelles (Chantal Akerman)
  2. Nashville (Robert Altman)
  3. Love and Death (Woody Allen)
  4. Black Moon (Louis Malle)
  5. Picnic at Hanging Rock (Peter Weir)
  6. The Rocky Horror Picture Show (Jim Sharman)
  7. Barry Lyndon (Stanley Kubrick)
  8. The Stepford Wives (Bryan Forbes)
  9. Katie Tippel (Paul Verhoeven)
  10. Graveyard of Honor (Kinji Fukusaku)
1974
  1. Celine and Julie Go Boating (Jacques Rivette)
  2.  Je, Tu, Il, Elle (Chantal Akerman)
  3. The Texas Chain Saw Massacre (Tobe Hooper)
  4. A Woman Under the Influence (John Cassavetes)
  5. Dyketactics (Barbara Hammer)
  6. Female Trouble (John Waters)
  7. Ali: Fear Eats the Soul (Rainer Werner Fassbender)
  8. Edvard Munch (Peter Watkins)
  9. The Parallax View (Alan J. Pakula)
  10. Film About a Woman Who... (Yvonne Rainer)
1973
  1. Female Prisoner Scorpion: Beast Stable (Shunya Ito)
  2. Lady Snowblood (Toshiya Fujita)
  3. F For Fake (Orson Welles)
  4. The Spirit of the Beehive (Victor Erice)
  5. The Yakuza Papers, Vol 2.: Deadly Fight in Hiroshima (Kinji Fukasaku)
  6. Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars (D.A. Pennebaker)
  7. The Exorcist (William Friedkin)
  8. Don't Look Now (Nicholas Roeg)
  9. Paper Moon (Peter Bogdanovich)
  10. Coffy (Jack Hill)
1972
  1. Hotel Monterey (Chantal Akerman)
  2. The Bitter Tears of Petra Von Kant (Rainer Werner Fassbender)
  3. Pink Flamingos (John Waters)
  4. Female Prisoner Scorpion: Jailhouse 41 (Shunya Ito)
  5. Female Prisoner #701: Scorpion (Shunya Ito)
  6. Across 110th Street (Barry Shear)
  7. Cries and Whispers (Ingmar Bergman)
  8. La Chambre (Chantal Akerman)
  9. The Heartbreak Kid (Elaine May)
  10. What's Up Doc? (Peter Bogdanovich
1971
  1. Klute (Alan J. Pakula)
  2. The Last Picture Show (Peter Bogdanovich)
  3. A Touch of Zen (King Hu)
  4. Wake in Fright (Ted Kotcheff)
  5. Dirty Harry (Don Siegel) 
  6. McCabe and Mrs. Miller (Robert Altman)
  7. Out 1 (Jacques Rivette)
  8. A New Leaf (Elaine May)
  9. Two Lane Blacktop (Monte Hellman)
  10. The Devils (Ken Russell)
1970
  1. Wanda (Barbara Loden)
  2. Gimme Shelter (Charlotte Zwerin, Albert and David Maysles)
  3. Claire's Knee (Eric Rohmer)
  4. Valerie and Her Week of Wonders (Jaromil Jires)
  5.  The Fruit of the Paradise (Vera Chytilova)
  6. Witches Hammer (Otakar Vavra)
  7. Girly (Freddie Francis)
  8. The Bird with the Crystal Plumage (Dario Argento)
  9. Brewster McCloud (Robert Altman)
  10. And God Said to Cain (Antonio Margheriti)
1969
  1. They Shoot Horses, Don't They? (Sydney Pollack)
  2. Funeral Parade of Roses (Toshio Matsumoto)
  3. Diary of a Shinjuku Thief (Nagisa Oshima) 
  4. L'amour Fou (Jacques Rivette)
  5. Procile (Pier Paolo Pasolini)
  6. Tenchu! (Hideo Gosha) 
  7. Easy Rider (Dennis Hopper) 
  8. Medium Cool (Haskell Wexler)
  9. Une Femme Douce (Robert Bresson)
  10. Pit Stop (Jack Hill)
1968
  1. 2001: A Space Odyssey (Stanley Kubrick)
  2. Rosemary's Baby (Roman Polanski)
  3. Death by Hanging (Nagisa Oshima)
  4. High School (Frederick Wiseman)
  5. The Great Silence (Sergio Corbucci)
  6. Monterey Pop (D.A. Pennebaker) 
  7. Night of the Living Dead (George A. Romero)
  8. The Immortal Story (Orson Welles)
  9. Dracula has Risen from the Grave (Freddie Francis)
  10. The Golden Swallow (Chang Cheh)
1967
  1. Weekend (Jean-Luc Godard)
  2. The Young Girls of Rochefort (Jacques Demy)
  3. Samurai Rebellion (Masaki Kobayashi)
  4. Japanese Summer: Double Suicide (Nagisa Oshima)
  5. Two For the Road (Stanley Donen)
  6. Playtime (Jacques Tati)
  7. Bonnie and Clyde (Arthur Penn)
  8. Titicut Follies (Frederick Wiseman)
  9. A Countess from Hong Kong (Charlie Chaplin)
  10. Don't Look Back (D.A. Pennebaker)
1966
  1. Daisies (Vera Chytilova)
  2. The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly (Sergio Leone)
  3. Persona (Ingmar Bergman)
  4. Breakaway (Bruce Conner)
  5. Black Girl (Ousmane Sembene)
  6. Tokyo Drifter (Seijun Suzuki)
  7. The Face of Another (Hiroshi Teshigahara)
  8. The Nun (Jacques Rivette)
  9. Come Drink With Me (King Hu)
  10. Django (Sergio Corbucci)
1965
  1.  Le Bonheur (Agnes Varda)
  2. Pierrot Le Fou (Jean-Luc Godard)
  3.  Chimes at Midnight (Orson Welles)
  4. Faster, Pussycat! Kill! Kill! (Russ Meyer)
  5. For a Few Dollars More (Sergio Leone)
  6. A Charlie Brown Christmas (Bill Melendez)
  7. Repulsion (Roman Polanski)
  8. Loves of a Blonde (Milos Forman)
  9. Alphaville (Jean-Luc Godard)
  10. Pleasures of the Flesh (Nagisa Oshima)
1964
  1. Marnie (Alfred Hitchcock)
  2. The Umbrellas of Cherbourg (Jacques Demy) 
  3. Charulata (Satyajit Ray)
  4. Kwaidan (Masaki Kobayashi)
  5. The Gospel According to St. Matthew (Pier Paolo Pasolini)
  6. Blood and Black Lace (Mario Bava) 
  7. The Masque of the Red Death (Roger Corman)
  8. Onibaba (Kaneto Shindo)
  9. Nadja in Paris (Eric Rohmer)
  10. Mothra vs. Godzilla (Ishiro Honda)
1963
  1. The Birds (Alfred Hitchcock)
  2. The Haunting (Robert Wise)
  3. The House is Black (Forugh Farrokhzad)
  4. Charade (Stanley Donen)
  5. Mothlight (Stan Brakhage)
  6. 8 1/2 (Federico Fellini) 
  7. Black Sabbath (Mario Bava)
  8. Suzanne's Career (Eric Rohmer)
  9. I Fidanzati (Ermanno Olmi)
  10. The Silence (Ingmar Bergman)
1962
  1. Harakiri (Masaki Kobayashi)
  2. Cleo from 5 to 7 (Agnes Varda)
  3. The Man who Shot Liberty Valance (John Ford)
  4. The Tale of Zatoichi (Kenji Misumi)
  5. Vivre sa Vie (Jean-Luc Godard)
  6. What Ever Happened to Baby Jane? (Robert Aldrich)
  7. Lawrence of Arabia (David Lean)
  8. The Exterminating Angel (Louis Bunuel)
  9. The Fabulous Baron Munchausen (Karel Zamen)
  10. La Jatee (Chris Marker)
1961
  1. Something Wild (Jack Garfein)
  2. Through a Glass Darkly (Ingmar Bergman)
  3. Cash on Demand (Quentin Lawrence)
  4. Paris Belongs to Us (Jacques Rivette)
  5. The Pit and the Pendulum (Roger Corman)
  6. Yojimbo (Akira Kurosawa)
  7. Last Year at Marienbad (Alain Resnais) 
  8. A Woman is a Woman (Jean-Luc Godard)
  9. The Innocents (Jack Clayton)
  10.  The Children's Hour (William Wyler)
1960
  1. Eyes without a Face (Georges Franju)
  2. Psycho (Alfred Hitchcock)
  3. L'aaventura (Michelangelo Antonioni)
  4. The Virgin Spring (Ingmar Bergman)
  5. The Testament of Orpheus (Jean Cocteau)
  6. The Apartment (Billy Wilder)
  7. Peeping Tom (Michael Powell)
  8. Black Sunday (Mario Bava)
  9. Breathless (Jean-Luc Godard)
  10. The Brides of Dracula (Terrence Fisher)
1959
  1.  Window Water Baby Moving (Stan Brakhage)
  2. Rio Bravo (Howard Hawks)
  3. Imitation of Life (Douglas Sirk)
  4. Anatomy of a Murder (Otto Preminger)
  5. North By Northwest (Alfred Hitchcock)
  6. Tokaido Yotsuya Kaidan (Nobuo Nakagawa)
  7. Good Morning (Yasujiro Ozu)
  8. Sleeping Beauty (Clyde Geronimi)
  9. The Hound of the Baskervilles (Terrence Fisher)
  10. Hiroshima Mon Amour (Alain Resnais) 
1958
  1. Touch of Evil (Orson Welles)
  2. Vertigo (Alfred Hitchcock)
  3. Bell, Book and Candle (Richard Quine)
  4. Murder By Contract (Irving Lerner)
  5. The Magician (Ingmar Bergman)
  6. Horror of Dracula (Terrence Fisher)
  7. Mon Oncle (Jacques Tati)
  8. The Diary of a Pregnant Woman (Agnes Varda)
  9. Underworld Beauty (Seijun Suzuki) 
  10. The Revenge of Frankenstein (Terence Fisher
1957
  1. The Cranes are Flying (Mikhail Kalatozov)
  2. Throne of Blood (Akira Kurosawa)
  3. Will Success Spoil Rock Hunter? (Frank Tashlin)
  4. Sweet Smell of Success (Alexander MacKendrick)
  5. Forty Guns (Samuel Fuller)
  6. A King in New York (Charlie Chaplin)
  7. 12 Angry Men (Sidney Lumet)
  8. The Curse of Frankenstein (Terrence Fisher)
  9. Paths of Glory (Stanley Kubrick)
  10. Night of the Demon (Jacques Tourneur)
1956
  1. Written on the Wind (Douglas Sirk)
  2. The Searchers (John Ford)
  3. The Wrong Man (Alfred Hitchcock)
  4. The Red Balloon (Albert Lamorisse)
  5. The Girl Can't Help It! (Frank Tashlin)
  6. Invasion of the Body Snatchers (Don Siegal) 
  7. Bigger Than Life (Nicholas Ray) 
  8. Nightfall (Jacques Tourneur)
  9. The Killing (Stanley Kubrick)
  10. Deduce, you Say (Chuck Jones)
1955
  1. The Night of the Hunter (Charles Laughton)
  2. All that Heaven Allows (Douglas Sirk)
  3. Lola Montes (Max Ophuls) 
  4. Rebel Without a Cause (Nicholas Ray)
  5. Rififi (Jules Dassin)
  6. Diabolique (Henri-Georges Clozout)
  7. It's Always Fair Weather (Stanley Donen)
  8. Artists and Models (Frank Tashlin) 
  9. To Catch a Thief (Alfred Hitchcock)
  10. Mr. Arkadin (Orson Welles)
 1954
  1. Gojira (Ishiro Honda)
  2. Rear Window (Alfred Hitchcock)
  3. Voyage to Italy (Roberto Rossellini) 
  4. Seven Samurai (Akira Kurosawa)
  5. Sansho the Baliff (Kenji Mizoguchi)
  6. A Star is Born (George Cukor)
  7. Dial M For Murder (Alfred Hitchcock)
  8. On the Waterfront (Elia Kazan)
  9. Sabrina (Billy Wilder)
  10. Creature from the Black Lagoon (Jack Arnold)
1953
  1. Gentlemen Prefer Blondes (Howard Hawks)
  2. The Earrings of Madame De... (Max Ophuls)
  3. Tokyo Story (Yasujiro Ozu)
  4. Ugetsu (Kenji Mizoguchi)
  5. White Mane (Albert Lamorisse)
  6. The Tell-Tale Heart (Ted Parlamee) 
  7. Roman Holiday (William Wyler)
  8. The Big Heat (Fritz Lang)
  9. The Bigamist (Ida Lupino)
  10. The Hitch-Hiker (Ida Lupino)
1952
  1. Singin' in the Rain (Stanley Donen & Gene Kelly)
  2. Limelight (Charlie Chaplin)
  3. Le Plaisir (Max Ophuls)
  4. Othello (Orson Welles)
  5. Trick or Treat (Jack Hannah)
  6. Feed the Kitty (Chuck Jones)
  7. Way of Gaucho (Jacques Tourneur)
  8. Bend of the River (Anthony Mann)
  9. Rabbit Seasoning (Chuck Jones)
  10. N/A
1951
  1. Hard, Fast & Beautiful (Ida Lupino)
  2. The Tales of Hoffmann (Powell and Pressburger)
  3. The Day the Earth Stood Still (Robert Wise)
  4. Anne of the Indies (Jacques Tourneur)
  5. Strangers on a Train (Alfred Hitchcock)
  6. The Thing From Another World (Christian Nyby and Howard Hawks)
  7. Ace in the Hole (Billy Wilder)
  8. Alice in Wonderland (Various)
  9. Mr. Hulot's Holiday (Jacques Tati)
  10. A Streetcat Named Desire (Elia Kazan)
1950
  1. In a Lonely Place (Nicholas Ray)
  2. Orpheus (Jean Cocteau)
  3. All About Eve (Joseph L. Mankiewicz)
  4. Stars in my Crown (Jacques Tourneur)
  5. Sunset Blvd. (Billy Wilder)
  6. Gun Crazy (Joseph H. Lewis)
  7. Winchester '73 (Anthony Mann)
  8. The Flame and the Arrow (Jacques Tourneur) 
  9. The Asphalt Jungle (John Huston)
  10. Outrage (Ida Lupino)
1949
  1. Caught (Max Ophuls) 
  2. The Third Man (Carol Reed)
  3. Puce Moment (Kenneth Anger)
  4. Not Wanted (Ida Lupino)
  5. I Was a Male War Bride (Howard Hawks)
  6. On the Town (Stanley Donen) 
  7. Jour de Fete (Jacques Tati)
  8. She Wore a Yellow Ribbon (John Ford)
  9. Stray Dog (Akira Kurosawa)
  10. Bitter Rice (Giuseppe De Santis)
1948
  1. The Red Shoes (Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger)
  2. Red River (Howard Hawks)
  3. Letter from an Unknown Woman (Max Ophuls)
  4. Woman (Keisuke Kinoshita)
  5. Women of the Night (Kenji Mizoguchi)
  6. Drunken Angel (Akira Kurosawa)
  7. Macbeth (Orson Welles)
  8. Bicycle Thieves (Vittorio De Sica)
  9. Meditation on Violence (Maya Deren)
  10. The Storm Within (Jean Cocteau)
1947
  1. Black Narcissus (Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger)
  2. Out of the Past (Jacques Tourneur)
  3. Monsieur Verdoux (Charlie Chaplin)
  4. Desire Me (Unconfirmed) 
  5. The Lady From Shanghai (Orson Welles)
  6. Dark Passage (Delmer Davies)
  7. Nightmare Alley (Edmund Goulding)
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1946
  1. Notorious (Alfred Hitchcock)
  2.  The Big Sleep (Howard Hawks) 
  3. Canyon Passage (Jacques Tourneur)
  4. Beauty and the Beast (Jean Cocteau)
  5. The Cat Concerto (William Hannah and Joseph Barbera)
  6. It's a Wonderful Life (Frank Capra)
  7. So Dark the Night (Joseph H. Lewis)
  8. The Stranger (Orson Welles)
  9. Bedlam (Mark Robson)
  10. N/A
1945
  1. Brief Encounter (David Lean)
  2. The Body Snatcher (Robert Wise) 
  3. Detour (Edgar G. Ulmer)
  4. Leave Her to Heaven (John M. Stahl)
  5. My Name is Julia Ross (Joseph H. Lewis)
  6. Spellbound (Alfred Hitchcock)
  7. Isle of the Dead (Mark Robson)
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1944
  1. At Land (Maya Deren)
  2. Meet Me in St. Louis (Vincent Minnelli)
  3. To Have and Have Not (Howard Hawks)
  4. A Canterbury Tale (Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger)
  5. Laura (Otto Preminger)
  6. Gaslight (George Cukor) 
  7. The Curse of the Cat People (Robert Wise)
  8. Lifeboat (Alfred Hitchcock)
  9. Double Indemnity (Billy Wilder)
  10. Witch's Cradle (Maya Deren)
1943
  1. Meshes of the Afternoon (Maya Deren) 
  2. The Life and Death of Colonel Blimp (Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger)
  3. I Walked with a Zombie (Jacques Tourneur)
  4. Shadow of a Doubt (Alfred Hitchcock)
  5. The Seventh Victim (Mark Robson)
  6. Porky Pig's Feat. (Frank Tashlin)
  7. Day of Wrath (Carl Th. Dreyer)
  8. Sanshiro Sugata (Akira Kurosawa)
  9. The Leopard Man (Jacques Tourneur)
  10. The Ghost Ship (Mark Robson)
1942
  1. The Magnificent Ambersons (Orson Welles)
  2. Cat People (Jacques Tourneur)
  3. Casablanca (Michael Curtiz)
  4. I Married a Witch (Rene Clair)
  5. This Gun for Hire (Frank Tuttle)
  6. Bambi (Various)
  7. The Palm Beach Story (Preston Sturgess)
  8. Saboteur (Alfred Hitchcock)
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1941
  1. Citizen Kane (Orson Welles)
  2. The Maltese Falcon (John Huston)
  3. Suspicion (Alfred Hitchcock)
  4. The Wolf-Man (George Waggner)
  5. The Lady Eve (Preston Sturgess)
  6. How Green Was My Valley (John Ford)
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1940
  1. Rebecca (Alfred Hitchcock)
  2. The Shop Around the Corner (Ernst Lubitsch)
  3. Dance, Girl, Dance (Dorothy Arzner)
  4. His Girl Friday (Howard Hawks)
  5. The Great Dictator (Charlie Chaplin)
  6. The Philadelphia Story (George Cukor)
  7. The Grapes of Wrath (John Ford)
  8. Fantasia (Various)
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1939
  1. Only Angels Have Wings (Howard Hawks)
  2. The Wizard of Oz (Various)
  3. Young Mr. Lincoln (John Ford)
  4. Gone With the Wind (Victor Fleming)
  5. Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (Frank Capra)
  6. Stagecoach (John Ford)
  7. The Rules of the Game (Jean Renoir)
  8. The Women (George Cukor)
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1938
  1. Mickey's Trailer (Ben Sharpsteen)
  2. Wholly Smoke (Frank Tashlin)
  3. Vivacious Lady (George Stevens)
  4. The Lady Vanishes (Alfred Hitchcock)
  5. Daffy-duck & Egghead (Tex Avery)
  6. Brave Little Tailor (William Roberts) 
  7. Boat Builders (Ben Sharpsteen)
  8. Bringing Up Baby (Howard Hawks)
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1937
  1. Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (David Hand)
  2. Porky's Duck Hunt (Tex Avery)
  3. Porky's Romance (Frank Tashlin)
  4. The Case of the Stuttering Pig (Frank Tashlin)
  5. Paneless Window Washer (Dave Fleischer) 
  6. Popeye the Sailor Meets Ali-Baba's Forty Thieves (Dave Fleischer)
  7. A Star is Born (William A. Wellman)
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1936
  1. A Day in the Country (Jean Renoir)
  2. Somewhere in Dreamland (Dave Fleischer)
  3. Modern Times (Charlie Chaplin)
  4. Popeye the Sailor Meets Sinbad the Sailor (Dave Fleischer)
  5. The Blow Out (Tex Avery)
  6. The Only Son (Yasujiro Ozu)
  7. I Love to Singa (Tex Avery) 
  8. Dracula's Daughter (Lambert Hillyer)
  9. Osaka Elegy (Kenji Mizoguchi)
  10. Sisters of the Gion (Kenji Mizoguchi)
1935
  1. The Bride of Frankenstein (James Whale)
  2. The Band Concert (Wilfred Jackson) 
  3. King of the Mardi Gras (Dave Fleischer)
  4. The 39 Steps (Alfred Hitchcock)
  5. Top Hat (Mark Sandrich)
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
 1934
  1. The Scarlett Empress (Josef Von Sternberg)
  2. The Black Cat (Edgar G. Ulmer)
  3. It Happened One Night (Frank Capra)
  4. The Goddess (Yonggang Wu)
  5. N/A
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1933
  1. The Gold Diggers of 1933 (Mervyn Leroy)
  2. 42nd Street (Lloyd Bacon)
  3. Snow White (Dave Fleischer)
  4. Duck Soup (Leo McCarey)
  5. King Kong (Merian C. Cooper)
  6. Betty Boop's May Party (Dave Fleischer)
  7. Is My Palm Read? (Dave Fleischer)
  8. The Invisible Man (James Whale)
  9. Betty Boop's Crazy Inventions (Dave Fleischer)
  10. The Old Man of the Mountain (Dave Fleischer)
1932
  1. Shanghai Express (Josef Von Sternberg)
  2. Trouble in Paradise (Ernst Lubitsch) 
  3. Minnie the Moocher (Dave Fleischer)
  4. Vampyr (Carl Th. Dreyer)
  5. What Price Hollywood? (George Cukor)
  6. Betty Boop M.D. (Dave Fleischer)
  7. A Hunting We Will Go (Dave Fleischer)
  8. That Old Dark House (James Whale)
  9. Island of Lost Souls (Erle C. Kenton)
  10. Grand Hotel (Edmund Goulding)
1931
  1. City Lights (Charlie Chaplin)
  2. Dishonored (Josef Von Sternberg) 
  3. Madchen in Uniform (Leontine Sagan and Carl Froelich)
  4. M. (Fritz Lang)
  5. Frankenstein (James Whale)
  6. Bimbo's Initiation (Dave Fleischer & Grim Natwick) 
  7. Dizzy Red Riding Hood (Dave Fleischer)
  8. Dracula (Tod Browning)
  9. Tokyo Chorus (Yasujiro Ozu)
  10. N/A
1930
  1. Blood of a Poet (Jean Cocteau)
  2. Morocco (Josef Von Sternberg)
  3. The Blue Angel (Josef Von Sternberg) 
  4. Swing You Sinners! (Dave Fleischer)
  5. Monte Carlo (Ernst Lubitsch)
  6. L'age Dor (Luis Bunuel)
  7. Dizzy Dishes (Dave Fleischer) 
  8. Barnacle Bill (Dave Fleischer)
  9. The Divorcee (Robert Z. Leonard)
  10. Hellbound Train (James & Eloyce Gist)
1929
  1. Man with a Movie Camera (Dziga Vertov)
  2. Un Chien Andalou (Luis Bunuel and Salvador Dahli)
  3. Blackmail (Alfred Hitchcock)
  4. Rain (Joris Ivens and Mannus Franken)
  5. Days of Youth (Yasujiro Ozu)
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1928
  1. The Passion of Joan of Arc (Carl Th. Dreyer)
  2. Koko's Earth Control (Dave Fleischer)
  3. Steamboat Bill Jr. (Buster Keaton)
  4. The Fall of the House of Usher (Jean Epstein)
  5. Steamboat Willie (Ub Iwerks)
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1927
  1. Sunrise: A Song of Two Humans (F.W. Murnau)
  2. L'invitation au Voyage (Germaine Dulac)
  3. Metropolis (Fritz Lang)
  4. The Lodger (Alfred Hitchcock)
  5. The Cat and the Canary (Paul Leni)
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1926
  1. Faust (F.W. Murnau)
  2. The General (Buster Keaton)
  3. A Page of Madness (Teinosuke Kinugaza)
  4. The Adventures of Prince Achmed (Lottie Reineger, Karl Coch)
  5. N/A
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1925
  1. Battleship Potempkin (Sergei Eisenstein)
  2. Strike! (Sergei Eisenstein)
  3. The Gold Rush (Charlie Chaplin)
  4. Seven Chances (Buster Keaton)
  5. N/A
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1924
  1. Sherlock Jr. (Buster Keaton)
  2. Ballet Mecanique (Fernand Ledger, Dudley Murphey)
  3. N/A
  4. N/A
  5. N/A
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1923
  1. Safety Last! (Fred C. Newmayer, Sam Taylor)
  2. A Woman of Paris (Charlie Chaplin)
  3. N/A
  4. N/A
  5. N/A
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1922
  1. Nosferatu (F.W. Murnau)
  2. Haxan: Witchcraft Through the Ages (Benjamin Christensen)
  3. Bubbles (Dave Fleischer)
  4. Jumping Beans (Dave Fleischer)
  5. N/A
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1921
  1. The Phantom Carriage (Victor Sjolstrom)
  2. The Kid (Charlie Chaplin)
  3. Invisible Ink (Dave Fleischer)
  4. Modeling (Dave Fleischer)
  5. N/A
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A
1920
  1. The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari (Robert Wiene)
  2. Leaves out of the Book of Satan (Carl Th. Dreyer)
  3. N/A
  4. N/A
  5. N/A
  6. N/A
  7. N/A
  8. N/A
  9. N/A
  10. N/A 

*There are other films I have seen before 1920, but compiling a list of those seems unreasonable at the moment. They may be added later. Feel free to recommend movies (especially for weaker lists!)

Thursday, April 14, 2016

Defining My Girlhood




[TW: Abuse]

 My childhood was destroyed and turned into something that damaged me by a patriarchal societal upbringing that intersected with transphobic views that smothered my reality and my possibility to find myself in a haze of physical, psychological and emotional abuse from parents and others. I never had a childhood for these reasons, much less a girlhood, but I'm relearning that it's not too late to reconfigure and claim my own girlhood and define my childhood on my own terms.


My own sense of self had been muted for so long that my only outlet for expressing how I felt was through the vicarious nature of art, and specifically television, movies and music. Little tremors of power coursed through me in the images of Sailor Scouts because they stood up for themselves, which wasn't something I had the voice or know how to do against a father who routinely made sure I evaded all things feminine or face his wrath in the form of a beating. My father thought he was beating femininity out of me and masculinity into me, but what he was doing was completely eliminating my sense of self and setting me up for later bouts of depression, submissiveness and PTSD.

I recently viewed childhood favourite Labyrinth in a cinema, and while I was always struck by how much I saw myself in the lead character Sarah one scene had slipped out of my mind, but came flooding back in torrents during this viewing. I was already crying a good deal throughout, because fellow gender weirdo David Bowie had passed away recently (he'd mean something to me much later in life), but one line of dialogue made a memory come back to me that I had forgotten. The memory was that of a young version of myself re-enacting Labyrinth in my backyard saying "You have no power over me" over and over again. Those words are a deliberate statement of reclamation. I wish I had the strength to say those words to my father when I was that young, but I never began to put those words into sentences until almost twenty years later. "You have no power over me".

Fast-forward about ten years from that childhood memory and I'm listening to Bikini Kill, and finding a saviour in the words of Kathleen Hanna. I'm scribbling the words "Feels Blind" in bathroom stalls in the high-school I dreaded going to every day and on my bedroom wall as a kind of motto of my own sense of self. The bridge of the song features Kathleen singing her fucking lungs out, screaming the words "Women are well acquainted with thirst, How does it feel? It feels blind". The muted nature of my life in my teenage years was an endpoint that I thought at the time would end in suicide, but getting into Bikini Kill was like a curtain being pulled down, and I finally had a voice of my own to speak and scream that I wasn't satisfied. Kathleen's voice was like a flurry, a kick, a shot of confidence. Bikini Kill pulled me down a rabbit-hole that got me into feminism and queercore bands like Team Dresch along with other all girl rock bands like Sleater-Kinney.. The all-girl part was really important to me, because I didn't need a masculine voice to comfort me.. I needed reconciliation and support in knowing that I wouldn't be alone in feeling the way I did from another woman, and Kathleen was that person for the longest time. Today, I have "Feels Blind" tattooed on my wrist, because I wouldn't be alive without Bikini Kill.

When I finally moved away from my parents in the Summer of 2014 I told them I was going to Philadelphia to make movies. They knew I had contacts in Philadelphia who were making films of their own so I told them a lie to free myself. I went to Target after a 14 hour drive up the country (soundtracked by various Riot Grrrl acts) and bought some tops and jeans I could be comfortable in. I shed the oversized, masculine clothing on my body, and stepped into my own skin for the first time in my life. That was truly the first step in redefining my own girlhood, but I still lacked the language or the know how to get by on my own as a woman. I wasn't socialized to know these things. I was an on-looker with all my best girlfriends while growing up, but now it was my time to learn what I wanted to, and what kind of person I would be. I'd be carving out my own journey and figuring out my own sense of self.

I've been struggling for a very long time trying to reconcile why my childhood turned out the way that it did, but the short answer to the question is that it's the default considering how violent our society is towards transgender people. Today, I'm making a statement to free myself again from the burden of a broken childhood and the absence of my own girlhood while growing up. I am a girl, and I'm finding things out about myself every day. I'm turning into myself. I had a neglected girlhood, but I know it was present, because I could feel it, and I had a reckoning when I lived vicariously through other girls I looked up to in art. That my own girlhood was attempted to be stamped out by my own father's ideas of patriarchal upbringing doesn't matter anymore. I'm going to take the moments I can remember and cherish them, even if they were just in movies, and I'm going to hold onto them. They were the moments that eventually sculpted me into the woman I am today. My girlhood was observation. Looking into a window of a house I always wanted to enter. I'm finally here, and everything I ever wanted is now in practice. Everything I do makes me the woman that I am. That is my girlhood. That is my truth.